the never ending

Slowly as i start to see life more clearly, i am realizing that the things that are a pain in the ass never stop coming. From one thing to another to another to another. You might as well spend your whole life hop scotching because as much as you want to get to the end there is always another square to hop in. Let me think of some recent examples. The starter goes in our van, we replace the starter, van runs fine and then the power steering goes. Now it is sitting in the backyard not starting and not having a power steering pump. Meanwhile the insurance bills still come along with the excise tax that i haven't paid. Stupid bro party at the house on friday, the house is trashed on saturday and it finally gets cleaned and only then does any of us notice that the thermostat is broken. The house is cold as balls. Today me and bruce finally fixed the thermostat everything is seeming awesome: the house is warming up, im drawing with crayons, thinking abou eating soon. Next thing i know there is a half inch of fucking water in the basement. I feel like this constantly but this is just a small window of example. FUCK. keep it coming god, i'll trudge through your shit storms until the day i shrivle up and die.